Dietversary

 Yes, you will fart accidentally on the treadmill and try to run away

A year ago today life was pretty different. I was at school doing A-Levels, I had long ombre hair, ‘chocolate’ was my only food group, and I was over 2 stone heavier. Now I’m at Uni with short floofy brown hair (aka: it’s really hard to straighten at the back), I’m trying to maintain a pretty balanced diet, and I’m over 2 stone lighter.

Exhibit A 

PSA: For anyone reading this who is sick of me talking about my diet and weight blahblahblah, then read no further. Find another way of procrastinating (I’d personally recommend Ellen’s Youtube channel, those genius kids blow my mind.)

If you’ve got onto this next paragraph then maybe you’re interested in what I have to say (or it’s 1am and you’re simply scrolling on your phone, too tired to switch it off). I’m not going to be talking about how amazing I’ve been at never touching sugar again. I’m not going to lie and say I exercise every day of the week. I’m not going to say cutting chocolate sorts out every other aspect of your life. None of that’s true, and I’m not a clean-eating guru or whatever you call them. Instead I’m just going to truthfully look back at a year of trying to maintain healthy eating and weight loss, the ups and the downs. Also, yolo, I’ve done some little drawings coz it’s not like I have exams in a few weeks or anything (woops).

My starter, main course, and dessert in Sixth Form
It’s ok to take a break. For the first few months of The Diet, I was pretty angelic. I think I was probably quite annoying at social functions, I didn’t touch any sugar or most carbs. It was important to me for those months to prove to myself that I could do it. I was worried that if I let any sugar pass my lips all my resolve would go and I’d fail. It was the right decision then because it allowed me to lose the majority of the weight pretty fast. But after a while, it became clear to me that that wasn’t always necessary. I can take breaks here and there, like when I go on holiday, and know that I’ll be able to get back on the Diet Horse (that’s a metaphorical horse, not a horse that is on a diet because that would probs be quite a thin horse and not gonna lie would you really wanna get on a thin horse?) I've learned not to be too hard on myself, if my diet slips or I can't get to the gym one week, it's okay. Just learn to get back on that horse and not leave the stable altogether (I think I may have killed this metaphor). 

The metaphorical Diet Horse. In reality, I would deff need a stool to get on a horse. 

Flat Mates Come in Handy. If you are trying to attempt a hardcore diet, chances are you won’t really own any crappy foods. Luckily, this strategy works 98% of the time… but just occasionally, your eyes may wander to another cupboard… Not that this is from personal experience or anything, but some flat mates may have Nutella and some may have Coco Pops, and if they happen to fall onto your spoon or into your bowl, that’s really their fault for not locking it away. Right?

Real Photograph from the Bristol Coco-Pops Heist of 2017
Fat photos are hilarious. One of the best things about losing weight is looking back at old photos and seeing how humungous your face used to be or how your thighs used to take up an entire sofa. Most people say ‘that was just a bad angle, you didn’t even look like that at the time’ which is probably true… But you’ll enjoy telling yourself you did have cheeks the size of small children, coz it makes all the dieting and exercising even more worth it.


When coordination escapes you and a simple leg stretch makes you realise your legs are part flamingo 

Other girls in the gym are the bane of my life.
Speaking of exercise, going to a Uni gym has been quite a culture shock. It’s really hard at the beginning, walking in and seeing hundreds of girls my age all with harder degrees, better bodies and Mo Farah level stamina. Yes, there will be moments when you get flustered in the mat section, forget how to do this leg stretch and end up just bobbing around like a flamingo. Yes, you will fart accidentally on the treadmill and try to run away (let’s just forget I admitted that, shall we). Yes, you will think it’s a good idea to leave your glasses in the locker and spend the entire time squinting at everyone in case you know them (you don’t know them, but they now know you as the weird farty squinty girl). Buttt (I swear I’m reaching a point here) you’ll feel pretty proud of yourself when you reach a new personal best like running for longer, lifting more weights, or remembering that stretch. Everyone has different goals and you just have to be pleased when you reach yours. 

But, overall, I’ve managed. I’ve actually almost made it through the first year of Uni and survived the dreaded Fresher Fifteen. My mindset about health and fitness has genuinely changed over the past 12 months. I’ve made it through intimidating gyms and Coco Pop heists (fine, I’ll admit it was me, but I bought him another box). I’ve managed to maintain my loss of over 2 stone and I’m continuing to gym (although now I’ve admitted certain things, I hope they'll let me back in). So here’s to another year ahead…

 Check out me trying to sound knowledgable about gymming in this other post... 



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How Is This Art: Stars and Stripes

The red, white, and blue shapes were not neutral

Jasper Johns, Three Flags, (1958) 

With The American Dream: Pop to Present showing at the British Museum and Jasper Johns’ birthday next month, it’s likely that arty twitter feeds will be full of flags. The Pop Artist created art using the American flag, provoking ideas about patriotism and nationality. But at what point is it art and what point is it just a reproduction of a flag? What makes Johns’ work worthy of Tate Britain, the Royal Academy and the MOMA whilst a postcard with a flag on it can be bought for a pound?

Jasper Johns rose to fame during a period dominated by the Cold War. The red, white and blue shapes were not neutral. The flag provoked a huge reaction and imagery of Eisenhower, Kennedy and Johnson. The stars meant the moon landing. The stripes meant the fight in Vietnam. 

Engaging with this, artists questioned how these shapes and colours had become so synonymous with a whole country’s history. It is in fact an abstract object, but one that means American identity. Johns wanted to spin this on its head, manipulate the image so it was no longer the flag we have come to know and expect.

Three Flags (1958) is pretty much what it says on the tin. Three canvases are painted with hot wax, all showing the same American flag. They are then stuck one on top of the other. The painting was acquired by the Whitney Museum in 1980 for $1 million. So what’s the fuss about? The reproduction of the flag could relate to the new ideas of consumerism that so intrigued Pop Artists. Everything was now being printed and mass produced on a larger scale than ever before. Here, the very symbol of the Western World was being given the same treatment as any object or poster, reproduced until it became meaningless, like saying a word over and over again.

Jasper Johns, White Flag, (1955) 

Another version, his White Flag (1955) relates to another issue in American culture. This flag has been drained of the red and blue we have come to understand. Instead, it is an off grey colour. It is not simply white, but a sickly pale as if the colour has been sucked out of it. It most likely relates to segregation and the civil right movement. It is perhaps a simple idea at first, paint a white flag to show white dominance in society, yet it is more than that. Johns understood how powerful this would be for Americans in a time when they were pretty proud of themselves. America had just gone into Vietnam where they saw themselves as heroes, but they had their own issues at home. Of course the very term ‘white flag’ also has connotations of surrender and peace, but passivity and submission.
So, yes, many may still argue his work doesn’t differ from a postcard. But what Johns managed to do was stand back from a well-known emblem and pull apart its very meaning to portray new ideas. And he didn’t just print these flags, but painted them. He knew when a piece needed more of a smooth finish (like Three Flags) or more of a coarse texture (like White Flag)


It is interesting to think now what the American flag might mean to different people. Many of the issues Pop Artists addressed are still relevant. What do flags mean today? What might the Union Jack mean? Or the European Union flag? All abstract colours and shapes that can be such powerful tools.
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The Genius of This Pillar

What may just seem like an ugly grey block is actually one of the most powerful memorials to genocide.


In the aftermath of WW2, German artists wanted to commemorate the horrors their country had committed. But the problem was that the traditional ‘war monument’ simply would not suffice.

Most monuments commemorate victories or valour or the loss of a nation’s young heroes. It is rare for artists to have to commemorate a period of history their country would rather forget. A period of history where their country slaughtered millions of others in a genocide.
Furthermore, the Nazi regime had turned the monument into just another manipulative arm of their propaganda machine. Monuments under the Nazis were used to show the Reich’s agenda, to publicise what the Arian race should look like. Artists in post-war Germany no longer felt figurative art could be used because of the associations with Nazi statues. The rigidity of monuments and the certainty of a black and white history are traits that are too closely associated with fascist regimes.

Additionally, it was believed that it was too easy to create a monument which allowed the public to ‘remember’ an event. How often do we walk past a monument in the street and genuinely think about what part of history it represents? Not very often. It seems that with most monuments, by placing it in a public space, it is as if we are asking the monument to remember for us, rather than reminding us to remember ourselves.

So this was the struggle German artists faced in the decades after the Holocaust. They wanted to create monuments that would actually enable memory rather than simply becoming another dot on an urban landscape. They also didn’t want to continue the fascist traditions of huge, heroic, classical statues that force a particular ideology onto the public.

Artists began to conceptualise ‘counter monuments’ which challenged the conventional monument. Jewish couple Jochen Gerz and Esther Shalev-Gerz came up with a solution. In 1986 they unveiled their Monument for Peace and Against War and Fascism in Harburg-Hamburg. It was a monument that was designed to force the public to participate, force passers-by to actively remember what it represented. It was entirely the opposite of any Nazi Arian sculptures. It could not have been further from neo-classical heroic statues monumentalising the past.

This was a monument which was designed to disappear. Attached to the 12-metre tall lead-coated column were steel styluses which encouraged people to sign their names or messages onto the monument. After one and half metre sections were covered, the column was then lowered into the ground to allow the next session to be marked.  The more actively visitors remembered, the faster the monument would disappear.


The final section was lowered into the ground on 10th November 1993, and the column finally vanished. Today, all that is left is a burial stone inscribed to ‘Harburg’s Monument against Fascism’ alongside the original text which read ‘we invite the citizens of Harburg, and visitors to the town, to add their names here next to ours. In doing so we commit ourselves to remain vigilant… In the end it is only we ourselves who can stand up against injustice.’
Thus, this memorial reminds us that a statue alone cannot do the memorialising for us. We cannot simply put up blocks of stone and forget what they represent. Now that there is nothing left to see apart from this plaque, the memorial continues to ask us to remember what this empty space represents. It places the burden of memory on us, we must remember for ourselves. 

Showing the progression of the monument
Unlike the statues of pre-war regimes, this was not a memorial that aimed to remain fixed and timeless. Statue such as these will forever be out-dated and detached from the world around them. Memorials that change demand interaction.
Despite the fact that the pillar is no longer there, it serves to remind us of the horrors the country witness and also the power that artists can have on memory.


Based on the research of James E Young, 'Memory/Monument' in Critical Terms for Art History, ed. by R Nelson and R Schiff (Chicago: University of Chicago Press, 2003), 234-247



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